Being Married and My PIV Feelings

I was reading a post by J over at Hot, Holy, and Humorous yesterday about this.  Click here and then I thought about it. and  I do feel like the PIV (penis in vagina) gives off an amazing vibe.  I’ve been with my husband for 16 years and we’ve been married for 11.  I love that my husband still wants to choose entering me more over porn or oral.   It’s the connection that is amazing.  Having  your husband’s  penis enter your vagina.  This is God’s masterpiece.  How beautiful this is.  And you know what, I still get hyped up now and then about that I need to orgasm but I really don’t need to focus so much on that.  I need to embrace the fact that I like the feeling more of him entering inside me more than just the ability to climax and fall into the stars together.   I found peace with that during last night’s intimacy. That yes, this confirmed what I love more.   That we are celebrating our marriage, our love, our oneness, our connection all in one spiritually, emotionally, mentally and sexually, and our love for Jesus.  Yes, we were sexually active before we were married but I have so much respect and understanding for our sex life now than I did back then. I have so much more respect and love for my husband and for our marriage.  That being intimate with one another is one of the ways we can serve to each other and bless each other during our marriage and life together.   I am in love with my husband and I love my husband and I want to keep celebrating all of him with me with Jesus at the center of it all daily.   I have always seen sex as a positive thing and I continue to strive to keep that as a positive thing for us individually and as a couple.   I’ve been having sex with the same man for the last 16 years and there is nothing wrong with that.   He’s all I need. I don’t need someone else.  I can still crave for my husband.  I have been blessed with so much of Jesus and how He has shared that through my husband.   There is nothing wrong with praising sex and giving all that glory back to God.  There is also nothing wrong with praying for sex within marriage in this crazy world.  That sex should be always full of love and enjoyment as a husband and wife.   I thank God that I’m still here, married to an incredible husband who is absolutely devoted to me and that we have an amazing life together as a couple and have been raising a beautiful family of three precious boys.  I dare to share that I strive to show love and sweetness within our marriage and pray that our boys should have the same when they leave our nest as adults and be blessed with it with a bride of their own.